Annie on My Mind Review — Is It Worth Reading?

Updated on October 9, 2026

Verdict: The foundational lesbian YA love story — tender, brave and still emotionally live more than four decades on, held back by dated, stagey dialogue and a sheltered innocence that some modern readers find hard to take seriously.

Best for: Readers who want to understand where sapphic YA comes from, who value a gentle first-love story with real stakes over heat, and who can read a 1982 novel on its own terms rather than against today’s rom-coms.

Heat level: ★★☆☆☆ (2/5 — behind closed doors)

Rating: ★★★★☆ (3.8/5 — a 4.02 Goodreads average across 57,153 ratings, with a minority who find it slow and dated)

Tropes: Friends-to-lovers, first love, queer awakening, class difference, forbidden love, outing, coming of age, secret relationship, mentor figures, hopeful ending.

Annie on My Mind by Nancy Garden is a standalone young adult novel first published by Farrar, Straus and Giroux in 1982 — a contemporary lesbian romance when it appeared and a period piece now — set in New York City, where Liza Winthrop, the dutiful student council president of a struggling private school in Brooklyn Heights, meets Annie Kenyon, a dreamy public-school girl from a far less comfortable part of Manhattan, and finds that the friendship she did not expect has become a love she has no language for.

It carries a 4.02 average across 57,153 Goodreads ratings, one of the most documented censorship histories of any young adult book in America, and a reputation as the first lesbian YA love story with a positive ending. It also has a vocal minority of modern readers who find it slow, naive and stiffly written. Both halves of that split are worth understanding before you start.

What Is Annie on My Mind About?

Annie on My Mind is a young adult coming-of-age novel and a friends-to-lovers romance, and it belongs to a very specific moment: early-1980s New York, before cell phones, before any mainstream visibility, when two girls in love had no books, no films and no adults to model it for them. The romance is sweet; the world around it is not.

Liza has done everything right — grades, college applications, school leadership — and has never once asked herself what she wants. Annie is the opposite: imaginative, unguarded, already half-sure of who she is. The story is told by Liza in the first person, framed by a letter she is trying and failing to write to Annie from college months later, which tells you from the first page that something went wrong. That retrospective frame is the book’s most distinctive choice, and also the one readers find most confusing.

What Makes This Classic Lesbian YA Romance Work

Its historical weight: The Margaret A. Edwards Award committee credited Garden with the first YA lesbian love story with a positive ending, and the most-liked Goodreads review comes from a reader who found it at fourteen and says it let her breathe.
The emotional honesty of first love: StoryGraph readers tag it “emotional” 90% of the time and “hopeful” 70%. The exhilaration-and-fear of falling for your best friend is the thing recommenders name most.
Characters people love: 89% of StoryGraph reviewers call the characters loveable and 86% say they develop strongly — unusually high agreement for a book this old.
The teachers: Ms. Stevenson and Ms. Widmer, a couple living quietly under cover, give the book its second love story and its most devastating consequence. Readers who discuss the book often single out their fate as the part that hurt most.
An ending that refuses tragedy: In 1982, forbidden love between women in fiction almost always ended in death, madness or renunciation. This one does not, and readers still single that out.

Book Synopsis

Liza Winthrop is seventeen, the student council president at Foster Academy, and the kind of girl adults trust. She is heading for a serious college and a sensible future. Then, on a rainy day at the Metropolitan Museum of Art, she meets Annie Kenyon — a public-school girl from a far less comfortable part of Manhattan, who plays make-believe in a museum without the slightest embarrassment.

The two become inseparable almost immediately. Annie shows Liza a city she has never looked at; Liza brings Annie into the orbit of her comfortable Brooklyn Heights life. Meanwhile Foster is short of money and anxious about its image, and Liza lands in trouble for a disciplinary matter involving a classmate. As the months pass, the friendship tightens into something neither girl has a name for — and when the word finally arrives, Liza has to decide whether she can bear it.

When two of Liza’s teachers leave for spring break and ask her to look after their house and their cats, the girls suddenly have somewhere private to be together for the first time. But Foster Academy is watching its reputation closely, and a school that needs to look respectable is a dangerous place to be discovered. The question is whether their love survives what the adults around them are about to do.

My Review

This book matters, and I want to say that first because the rest of this review is about how it reads now. There is a reason Garden’s novel sits on nearly every list of essential sapphic fiction: it treats two girls falling in love as a love story, not a problem to be solved, and it lets them come out the other side with their dignity. The museum, the first flush of friendship, the moment Liza realises what she feels — all of it is written with real tenderness, and it still lands.

The second strength is the adult world, which is where the stakes live. Ms. Stevenson and Ms. Widmer are the quiet heart of the book: two women who have built a life under cover, and who pay for Liza’s discovery far more heavily than she does. The school hearing and its aftermath are the most effective chapters, and the reason readers call the book emotional rather than just sweet. The final pages earn their hope because the book has shown you the cost.

Where it struggles is the reading experience for an adult or a modern teen, and this is the most repeated criticism in the low-star reviews rather than my private gripe. In a sample of thirty two-star Goodreads reviews, nine call it slow or boring and eight single out the writing — most often the dialogue, which one reviewer mocks for breaking every line of speech around its tag. Several say the leads act far younger than seniors about to graduate; one notes that pierced ears are treated as a scandal. The retrospective letter frame confuses some readers, and the antagonists are drawn broadly. That last complaint is old — Kirkus called the romance “soupy” in its 1982 review and found the school villains stereotyped. The flip side is StoryGraph’s 1% did-not-finish rate, which is remarkably low: people who start this book almost always finish it, not least because it runs around 230 pages.

One expectation to reset: it is sometimes shelved or recommended alongside modern sapphic romance, and it is not that. There is almost no heat, very little banter, and the romance is a first-love story inside a book about fear, family and institutional homophobia. If “classic” is what drew you, calibrate for 1982; if “banned book” is what worried you, relax — the controversy was about the existence of a happy lesbian ending, not about anything explicit on the page.

My honest note: A landmark whose emotional core has aged far better than its dialogue. Read it for the history and the heart, forgive the stiffness, and it will still move you; read it expecting a modern YA romance and it will feel quaint.

Element	In Annie on My Mind
Central relationship	Liza Winthrop & Annie Kenyon — private-school class president and public-school dreamer, friends-to-lovers
Core tropes	Friends-to-lovers, first love, queer awakening, class difference, secret relationship, outing
Setting	New York City in the early 1980s — Brooklyn Heights, Manhattan, and the fictional Foster Academy
Heat level	2/5 — behind closed doors
Series	Standalone — a hopeful ending, no sequel
Content notes	Homophobia and lesbophobia, outing, religious bigotry, bullying, adults losing their jobs over their sexuality, off-page sexual content, brief references to rape

How Spicy Is Annie on My Mind?

A 2/5. romance.io, which does index this one, places it at level two, “behind closed doors,” and that matches what readers report: the girls kiss on the page, their first time together happens off it, and the book cuts away before anything is described. The publisher lists it for ages twelve to eighteen, and nobody reads it for heat — readers name the tenderness, not the sensuality, when they recommend it.

The one thing worth flagging in advance is not sexual content but hostility: StoryGraph readers mark homophobia, lesbophobia and outing as graphic, and the discovery scenes are genuinely distressing. No reviewer I found flags anything explicit. If you want YA in the same low band, Far From You also sits at 2/5 behind closed doors, and Ash keeps its romance gentler still.

Who Should Read This Book?

You’ll likely love it if: you want to read the book that opened the door for lesbian YA, you respond to first-love stories told with sincerity rather than irony, you care more about emotional stakes than heat, and you like a short book you can finish in a sitting or two.

You may want to skip it if: stiff, old-fashioned dialogue pulls you out of a story, you find very innocent teenage leads hard to believe, you want explicit or even warm on-page intimacy, or depicted homophobia and outing are not something you want to sit with right now.

In short: a book whose importance is beyond argument and whose style is not — worth it for anyone who can read it as 1982 rather than 2026.

What Readers Are Actually Saying (October 2026)

There is no new development driving this book — it has been read steadily for more than four decades, and its readership comes from classrooms, libraries and lists of essential queer fiction rather than a viral moment. On TikTok the #annieonmymind tag is small and entirely organic: quote cards, readers saying they first found it at twelve, and one poster wondering whether anyone still reads it. Reddit could not be checked from this environment. The trade coverage is deep and old: Kirkus reviewed it in June 1982, Booklist made it a Reviewer’s Choice, and the ALA later named it among its Best of the Best Books for Young Adults. Its censorship history still draws readers — copies were burned in Kansas City in 1993, and when a school district in Olathe, Kansas pulled it from library shelves, a federal judge ruled in 1995 that the removal was unconstitutional.

The audiobook, narrated by Rebecca Lowman for Listening Library, runs 7 hours 14 minutes and has been available since 2008.

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Why readers love it (according to the discourse): Representation, first and overwhelmingly. The most-liked Goodreads reviews are personal testimony — readers who found it as teenagers and describe it as the first time they saw themselves in a book. “Important” recurs even in two-star reviews: eight of thirty in my sample say they respect the book while disliking it. Next comes the feeling of first love, which readers describe as honest and still relatable decades later, and the teachers’ storyline, which readers often single out. A 2025 Lesbrary retrospective called it a rite of passage and said a re-read did not disappoint, while also praising how Liza is made aware of her class privilege — a detail modern readers do not always expect from a 1982 novel.

What readers argue about and complain about: Pace, above everything — slow and boring are the most common words in both the one- and two-star reviews. The writing is second, and specifically the dialogue, which several readers find stilted and theatrical. Third: the characters’ innocence. A cluster of reviewers, including Danika of the Lesbrary, say the leads behave much younger than seventeen and that the whole world feels oddly sheltered. Beyond that, recurring notes on the confusing letter frame, broadly drawn villains, and a romance that moves from strangers to soulmates very quickly. One reviewer found the ending abrupt, though most readers treat it as the point. Opinions divide on the datedness itself: some readers find it quaint, others argue that the sheltered 1980s texture is exactly why its courage registers. A few one-star reviews object on religious grounds — the old controversy has not entirely gone away.

The standalone question worth asking first: It resolves. There is no sequel, and the ending is hopeful rather than a full wedding-bells HEA — a reconciliation and a plan to meet, which in 1982 was radical. If you want more from Garden, Good Moon Rising (1996) and The Year They Burned the Books (1999) are her later queer YA novels, though neither has anything like this book’s readership.

Frequently Asked Questions

Does Annie on My Mind have a happy ending?

Yes, a hopeful one. Liza and Annie are separated for a time, but the book ends with them reconciling and planning to see each other again. It was celebrated precisely because lesbian YA before it rarely ended well.

How spicy is Annie on My Mind?

A 2/5. romance.io rates it “behind closed doors,” and readers confirm there are kisses on the page but the girls’ first time together happens off it. The publisher lists it for readers aged twelve to eighteen.

Why was Annie on My Mind banned?

Because it depicted a positive love story between two girls. Copies were burned in Kansas City in 1993, and a Kansas school district’s removal of the book was ruled unconstitutional by a federal judge in 1995. It ranked among the ALA’s most frequently challenged books of the 1990s.

Is Annie on My Mind still worth reading today?

For most readers, yes. It holds a 4.02 Goodreads average across 57,153 ratings and a 1% did-not-finish rate on StoryGraph, but a vocal minority find its pace and dialogue dated.

Is there an audiobook of Annie on My Mind?

Yes. Rebecca Lowman narrates the unabridged Listening Library edition, released in 2008 and running 7 hours 14 minutes.

If You Loved Annie on My Mind, Read These Next

If it is the history you are after, The Well of Loneliness is the classic Garden was writing against — the same devotion between women, with the tragic ending Annie refused. For a gentler YA first love at the same low heat, Ash reimagines Cinderella around a girl and a huntress. And for the modern descendant — two teenage girls, a school setting and a closed door — She Drives Me Crazy shows how far the genre has travelled.

For more, browse our lesbian YA books guide, the list of the best sapphic books of all time, or the full Book Reviews collection.

The Bottom Line

Annie on My Mind is a book whose courage outruns its craft. The first-love story is tender and true, the teachers’ storyline gives it real weight, and the hopeful ending still feels like an act of defiance. It is also slow in places, written in dialogue that has not aged well, and populated by leads who can seem younger than their years. Read it as the 1982 landmark it is and you get a short, moving book that changed what young adult fiction was allowed to say. Check Annie on My Mind on Amazon →

The Eikna Overall Ranking

On the Eikna scale, Annie on My Mind ranks as an essential classic of lesbian YA — sincere and still emotionally potent, dated in its dialogue and innocence, and best approached for its history and heart rather than as a modern romance.